blurbs from my head I dont care if they are seen or read

back from LA

2005-03-03T14:31:00.000-08:00

huh well i just got back from LA. been there for about a week to play some cards. Its so much better to play at the Commerce casino than at Lucky Chances. Its about five times the size and a lot easier to win (more new players). While i was there i saw Doyle Brunson, Phil Ivey, Gus Hansen, Barry Greenstien, and Daniel. They were filming a wpt event there, but the game i saw them was a live cash game. I didnt even know how much the chips were worth in their game, but it was fun to watch.
At one of the first tables at sat at, this little asian girl threw in this green chip before the flop, i was trying to look at how much it was and the guy next to me said it was a thousand dollar chip! I fold! and she just looked at me and smiled like she just wanted to bully me out of that pot. If i had anything i woulda called... no... actually that was too much. what a good play. How could i call, im a new player that just sat down and she puts me all in before the flop. cant wait to go back there and me do the smiling.

So weird

2005-02-08T13:43:00.000-08:00

It was so weird yesterday, I was sitting a table at LC and was losing. Then at about 1 am i only had $40 left. I stopped to think about my table and how everyone was playing. It was like time slowed down and the clouds parted. I was able to figure out what everyone was holding and how they played. For the next hour i started firing off all my chips and before long i was up another $400. So the other day i realized that my life revolves around poker and gambling. All i do is play cards or talk about cards. Thats all my friends do too so its hard to do anything else. My day usually cosists of playing cards in the day, then maybe go to a house game at night. When the weekend comes its time to bet on football (which im glad is over cause i usually just bet what my friends bet). My life stops when i lose and continues when i win. My aptartment is a mess and my bills are behind. But i like the way things are, i like doing whatever i want to do and i love playing cards. I think i finally hit the next level in my playing. it shoulda came sooner considering the amount of hours i spend playing cards. theres rarely a week were i skip a day playing. next step is to move to vegas for awhile. once i build a 10k bank roll im there and its time to "shock the world!" All i need is some good cards a good streak.

whats today?

2005-01-19T16:12:00.000-08:00

so i was sitting at LC the other day at about 3pm and before long i see them passing out doughnuts. Doughnuts means 5am, i ve only seen this about 3 times. ended up leaving at 7am up $600. guess it was a good day or night. I need to catch up vegas was bad to me. Car payments due soon and phone bill is 3 months pass due. Hope they dont turn my phone off again.

2005-01-06T15:36:00.000-08:00

Well I thought it was suppose to rain today... huh well maybe tonight. But tonight i will be in vegas trying to win lots of money. Last time we were in Vegas we gambled for 30 hours only to stop for food and bathroom breaks. Not sure if i can play that long anymore, but i guess i ll just have to try and find out. So much fun.... i hope. cant really remember the last time i won in vegas. If i just stick to poker i should do well. its all those other games i play that i lose in. I like to play every game in the casino though... even war and 3 card poker. So hopefully i will do very well and not have to leave vegas for awhile, if not i ll be back on sunday.

tricky people

2004-12-29T19:29:00.000-08:00

Thanks to my sister i can write instead of talking to myself. I dont care if no one reads these and i dont care if they dont make sense... so read at your own risk

So last night I got this fat stomach ache. I think i ate some old food in my fridge. So I went to sleep for a couple hours to ease the pain, woke up hella tired so i drove to starbucks and got a white chocolate mocha. After halfway through i was thinking... huh should i be drinking coffee this late? plus my stomach still hurts... then i was thinking that this drink taste like they used whole milk. I cant drink whole milk... 5 minutes later my stomach hurt even more and i couldnt go back to sleep. So i stayed up curled into a ball and just laid there. Yes i know its my own fault i tricked myself the first time, but then those starbucks people tricked me again. I swear i always say non fat milk!

That reminds me last week i got sick and i went to kaiser. The doctor talk to me for like 30 sec and prescribed me some meds. huh that was easy i was thinking... Of course it turns out to be the wrong one which made me feel even more sick. So the next day i call into the advise nurse and i tell her everytime i take this med, it makes me feel sick for like 3 hrs like im gonna throw up. She tells me only the doctor can change my prescription so until then keep taking it. I was like "for real... for real... keep taking it... did u not hear me say throw up... " So the next day i had to go back and pick up the right medicine. Those tricky doctors, like me being sick wasnt enough.